Monday, August 13, 2007
hahahhahaa i'm being such a good girl by not coming online that often recently! :)))) yayyy. at least like for not more than half hour. whoohooo.& i knowlipin is gna kill me for saying this all over again, the schooool cheat my feeeeelings! hahahhaa. and up till now, all i see on the tasks are SURVEYS SURVEYS SURVEYS, all the countless chem stuff that mrs lim put up LONG LONG TIME AGO :D & FINALLY, an ENGLISH ELEARNING THINGYYY! super retarded :/ well i guess the teachers must be really busy, with all the progress reports and all (which i shall NOT comment about cos its sucked so badly :/ ) yeah, i really wanna try to finish as much by wednesday and the school must spoil my plansss!
haha you know, i've been thinkinggg alot. about how people change, how we start questioning ourselves what we really want, what really matters, all the scary life matters. at least for me, i know i've learnt plently of things recently, which i shall obviously not state down here haha!
today, someone, i think grace was saying something about routine life. and it actually makes you think, if everyday you keep doing the same thing, whats all these for? no purpose what, whole day just go school eat sleep laugh go on comp occasionally go out with friends. then why live? its useless anywayyy. & when you actually don't know how to answer this, you'll find that its quite true.
but i'm so glad that i have an answer. & that's Christ. i believe, that He has a purpose for each and everyone of us, whether we're dumb, smart, pretty, ugly, healthy, disabled. its up to you on whether you want to grab the chance and all. and if you're here in this world, there must be something that you've gotta complete before He takes you home.
so i urge all my dear dear friends and family members, to always, always stand firm in the truth, to listen out for Him, to lead your lives meaningfully, to smile a real smile, and to just let Him be in control of your lives, instead of you. & for those who aren't saved yet, He's always waiting there for you. like what pastor Wendy Watson said the other time, His hand is always outstretched there. (: & i'll always be praying for all of you, really. because i believe that prayers do miracles.
& just believe, in the right thing =)
could that, be a third calling? hmm
anyway, i took a bus home today & while walking up that hill, there was that strange old lady who's really REALLY freaky.
she was coming out of the taxi and like.. hobbling.
and i was thinking "hmm who is this old lady.."
when she turned i was like "OH MY ITS HER!"
and then she saw me &,
screeched for about 2secs? (like which old lady would give you the i-hate-you-face-what-are-you-doing(i was across the small road)-here look & screech like some vulcher [sp?] )
(i swear i only glanced at her for 1sec)
i got big big shock. i jumped i think. haha.
and the weirdest part was that less than 10secs aft she screeched with me
the taxi driver that i think helped her to put some stuff into her hourse came out
and while running back to the driver seat said "i put the stuff on the table"
& she said in a perfectly normal voice "thank you"
??!!
i should backtrack a bit.
some time ago, apparently my mummy was driving out to pick me up and while on the way down she saw that old lady
& she gave the i-hate-you-like-i-dunno-what-what-are-you-doing-on-my-road.
and started laughing some witchy laugh!
& then when we were on our way back we passed her (like almost the same place where my mum saw here) she started glaring at us and either growling or laughing at us ><
therefore, tiffany concludes that she's either mad, possesed, hates having people staring at her (even for a sec) or has something really big against my mum and i ><
whatever it is, i dont think i wish to ever see her again hhahaa.
okay enough exciting/drama happenings, i hope i can last through physics tml! well, physics is any time better than chem hohoho. & JIEYI CLARISSA LIPIN! I CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR VIDEO :DDD ITS GNA BE SO SUPER COOL. just when, are we gna do it?